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After Trump lost to Biden there were flags and signs everywhere that read: "Fuck Biden and Fuck You For Voting For Him". Well, it would be much more appropriate to now say: FUCK TRUMP AND FUCK YOU FOR VOTING FOR HIM. You voted for this you cultists.
I had to sit on this for a couple of days because of how pissed off I was but here's my rant. That is the fear that I get to live with for no other reason than BREATHING WHILE BROWN IN THE USA.
I am and always will be a Costarrican who happens to be a US citizen. I love my country and will always be a respectful guest in this one. However I will not stand for racism whether it is obvious or the person just doesn't realize it.
Last Friday morning I went to the Multnomah County Court House for work. When I got there about 8:30 AM I saw a sign on the door that said that it was court furlough day and that it was closed. So while standing on the sidewalk I called my agency to see what was going on since it was strange that I'd been given a grand jury appointment to interpret for on a day the court was closed. While the phone was ringing I heard a firm, almost angry, voice from behind me say:
"Put the phone down!"
I ignored it since it couldn't possibly have been directed at me since I wasn't doing anything. Almost immediately a second voice in an even firmer voice said
"WE SAID PUT THE PHONE DOWN. NOW!!!"
At this point I turned around and saw to armed men standing very close to me. Then the first guy said again:
"Put. The. Phone. Down...Now!"
So with confused look on my face I started to put my phone in my pocket and immediately one of them said:
"Keep your hands where I can see them!" As he moved his hand closer to his gun.
I thought for a moment I was being pranked so I said:
"Well guys make up your minds. You want my phone down or my hands up?"
To which one of them replied:
"Don't get fucking cute with us."
Next that same guy asked for my name and I gave it to him. He asked where I lived and provided my address.
I at this point asked who they were and what this was about. The reply was:
"You don't fucking ask questions. We ask the questions. You answer them. Got it?!"
While he was saying this the other guy was on his radio.
The next question was:
"Where are you from?"
I answered "I live in Portland"
As this was happening, two more of these guys showed up so now there were 4 armed men surrounding me.
I have dealt with racist comments many times since I move to PDX and can very quickly notice when somebody is doing it. That question "where are you from" only happens in 2 forms: One of genuine interest to learn something about someone, and the other way. To get me to say that I am from another country.
Next one of the recently arrived guys asked again
"Where are you from?"
Again I said Portland.
"No no no! I asked where are you from?"
"Where???"
"Portland" I said again.
"This is my address" and provided it again.
This all only took a matter of minutes but they kept getting closer and closer to me.
"Let's see some ID."
I never carry my wallet with me. I think wallets are bulky and by not keeping cash or my card on me I save millions by not buying teas and cookies all day so I keep it in my car. Usually my work badge is good enough for anything I need to do at work. We were literally 5 feet from my car and I explained as much and that of we could just go to my car I could show them.
"It's in my car. My car is right here."
To which they reply...
"So you're saying you don't have ID."
"It's in my car, which is right there."
Another call on the radio and within seconds a pick up pulls up and 2 more of these guys get out. Now there are 6 armed men surrounding me. Every second that passes they keep creeping closer and closer.
"I am going to ask you one more time, where are you from?"
"I live in Portland."
It is my belief that in that moment they were going to take me into custody as an illegal immigrant. But by sheer luck a deputy district attorney who I had interpreted for earlier in the week for a different grand jury, happened to be coming into work and as he walked by and saw me and asked if I was ok.
One of these men immediately turned to him and said:
"This is official business move along right now... keep walking."
The DDA replied "hang on. I'm a DDA. What's going on here?"
As soon as he said "DDA" I saw an immediate change in all six of their faces. They looked at each other so as to ask with their eyes, what they were going to do. At this point one of them said let's see your ID and two of them walked me to my car. I showed it to them. One of them took a picture of it with his phone. He gave it back and just like that they left.
If there could be any doubt that racism alive and well in this country currently fueled by the president this is yet another example of it.
I want to leave this picture here because for those of us that are not white there is a very real possibility that when we leave home we may very well not come back and this way there's a nice picture for the record.
For doing nothing more than going to work while being a US citizen but brown I was very close to being taken and the worst part is that I have no idea by who or where I would have been taken. That is the fear that I get to live with for no other reason than BREATHING WHILE BROWN IN THE USA.
— Alejandra Arias Arias.
